I love you?

Guy#1: boy friend
Guy#2: My best guy friend which is mad at me cause he likes me & he dosen't think i know.


Maybe love is only for a short while? yeah,thats it.
NO i know its not....uggg why do i have to feel the same way about both of them??I love both of them.I can live with out them i need both of them in my life!I love my boyfriend he has been there threw thick & thin.But 2 days ago i started having these strange dreams,like while i'm with him nothing is the same(which it hasn't).I talked to Guy#2 & he won't look me in the eyes sence i stared goin out with Guy#1 & it hurts me. i love booth of them  how i'm i soposed to choice???!!


I feel like Bella And Jacob(guy#2) & Edward(guy#1) are goin to fight to the death over me.I want both of them dead at these point!I want mysef dead at these point!I can't stand this fuck any longger!I'm not goin to say a word about this to any one (but my best girl friend)I don't think she has ever had to deal with these shit before.But she'll help me figure it out. hopefully?

It hurts my hearts on fire it feels like everything is wroung!
I want every thing to go back to the way it was!
But there are no 2cond changes D:
I want to die!
 If I
die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
oh oh oh oh

Lord make me a rainbow, I’ll shine down on my mother
She'll know I’m safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and
Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
ain't even grey, but she buries her baby

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time

If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time

And I’ll be wearing white when I come into your kingdom
I’m as green as the ring on my little cold finger
I’ve never known the lovin' of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand
There’s a boy here in town says he’ll love me forever
Who would have thought forever could be severed by

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time

So put on your best boys and I’ll wear my pearls
What I never did is done

A penny for my thoughts, oh no I’ll sell them for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I’m a goner
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And maybe then you’ll hear the words I been singin’
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin’

If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
oh oh


The ballad of a dove
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears, keep ‘em in your pocket
Save them for a time when your really gonna need 'em oh

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time

So put on your best boys and I’ll wear my pearls