Guy#1: boy friend
Guy#2: My best guy friend which is mad at me cause he likes me & he dosen't think i know.
Maybe love is only for a short while? yeah,thats it.
NO i know its not....uggg why do i have to feel the same way about both of them??I love both of them.I can live with out them i need both of them in my life!I love my boyfriend he has been there threw thick & thin.But 2 days ago i started having these strange dreams,like while i'm with him nothing is the same(which it hasn't).I talked to Guy#2 & he won't look me in the eyes sence i stared goin out with Guy#1 & it hurts me. i love booth of them how i'm i soposed to choice???!!
I feel like Bella And Jacob(guy#2) & Edward(guy#1) are goin to fight to the death over me.I want both of them dead at these point!I want mysef dead at these point!I can't stand this fuck any longger!I'm not goin to say a word about this to any one (but my best girl friend)I don't think she has ever had to deal with these shit before.But she'll help me figure it out. hopefully?
It hurts my hearts on fire it feels like everything is wroung! I want every thing to go back to the way it was!
But there are no 2cond changes D:
I want to die! If I
die young bury me in satin Lay me down on a bed of roses Sink me in the river at dawn Send me away with the words of a love song oh oh oh oh
Lord make me a rainbow, I’ll shine down on my mother She'll know I’m safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no ain't even grey, but she buries her baby
The sharp knife of a short life, well I’ve had just enough time
If I die young bury me in satin Lay me down on a bed of roses Sink me in the river at dawn Send me away with the words of a love song
The sharp knife of a short life, well I’ve had just enough time
And I’ll be wearing white when I come into your kingdom I’m as green as the ring on my little cold finger I’ve never known the lovin' of a man But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand There’s a boy here in town says he’ll love me forever Who would have thought forever could be severed by
The sharp knife of a short life, well I’ve had just enough time
So put on your best boys and I’ll wear my pearls What I never did is done
A penny for my thoughts, oh no I’ll sell them for a dollar They're worth so much more after I’m a goner Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com And maybe then you’ll hear the words I been singin’ Funny when you're dead how people start listenin’
If I die young bury me in satin Lay me down on a bed of roses Sink me in the river at dawn Send me away with the words of a love song oh oh
The ballad of a dove Go with peace and love Gather up your tears, keep ‘em in your pocket Save them for a time when your really gonna need 'em oh
The sharp knife of a short life, well I’ve had just enough time
How Far is to Far? This i have been asking myself forever.I want to know!Because i think if far is the highest then what am i cause i have gone way over it.even tho people say they love me they don't i only trust 3 people & they are all out side my family.My best friends,& my boyfriend. I love all of them. When people say thats it,thats not really it theres is always something more deep inside the hatred.Dying to get out and kill and kill why can't it just be done?
I can't think of any other place i would rather be.I'm at school right now being bored out of my mind!
I want to go down stairs & be with my boy friend the greatest,sweetest,sexyest guy in the world,but there are teachers (new teachers) in the halls.I want to ditch lunch & hang out side the school even if it is raining!
Today's lunch:A lonly time with the prepy emos(if they still want me?)/an mushy apple/lowfat milk.
Tommmorrow's lunch:Nothing but hidding from teachers in bus seats/holding hands with ~*HIM*~/Feild trip to some place boring as hell!I want it to be summer already,i mean i like the snow & rain & stuff but Hell no not school!Going to get some red hair spary to freak my mom out spary it in the restroom today after lunch.
I think i may ditch HAHAHAH! I Will and ditch with one of my friends,the boy she likes,& my love♥
♥<----- He said i love u on the first day♥,<----hesaid "i'll never let u go"♥,<----He punched his best friend for looking at my butt♥,
Can't wait hiding in the back of the bus,& kissing♥
LOL! I love him soooo much♥
More snows on the way...LOL! yes Why do people have to be so mean to us?
they're the A**es here! Why do people have to remind me of my mistakes?
I've moved on!Just because i almost ened up dating one of my frriends brothers means shit to me now.... Stop bringing it up me & him don't talk !
I love R.A.M now!
F**k you!
I just want to hang with my baby& his lovly blue eyes!
Today:no eye contacted wendays yesterday:touch tuesday. tommorrow;Sexy kiss thursday(for Bfs/gfs only!) LOL! i would laugh so hard if someone stabbed him in the side when me & him were kissing and he bit my tough! lol that happened before! i died luaghing sooooo Hard!
lol
5 minuets left before i go
so bye my Stars
Love&rockets,
Trinity
